It’s been several months since Nikki Bella announced her break-up with John Cena but, according to what she says on Total Bellas, she doesn’t seem to be completely over him.
Although Nikki has been seen with Artem Chigvintsev for months (including a trip to Paris, France), she claims to be having a hard time moving on.
This is the first time I’ve been back in Napa since my big breakup and I just immediately get all those memories,” Nikki said. “But a part of me is like, ‘OK, Nicole. Now you have to make new memories.'”
Nikki said this is the first time she’s been truly able to go through the grieving and healing process.
“No matter what, the next time I see him with someone it’s gonna kill me,” Nikki said about John Cena.
She added, “I still have a long way to to go but honestly, I’m ready for a new me.”
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